Not smoking

or drinking, it seems natural or mature, normal for an adult.

New scarf

This blue denim one looks like a picture
of me when I was two or three. 

Build a structure

Islamic and proud, family life with practice solves many a process.

Prayers

I think of MalcolmX sometimes on days like this to join in on the celebration of leaders in general;  the private thing the public expression of philosophical joy.

Catherine the Great and Islam

became a pillar of a conservative imperial order, ie her government even endorsed Islamic laws in relation to marriage, family and public morality. This was of interest in that Islam has always been a part of Russian history.

I am at my best, Freudian

and somehow that translates in my being Islamic... Everything seems smart about it.  It is intellectual, practice is ongoing and Abraham is all relevance to the practice.  The beauty story tells us how to make decisions, not unlike Freud, encompassing the psychological!

I was 45

When I was diagnosed and that means struck down.  Just had a dream about a tornado hitting a prophetic group I was with, in their temple.

There were many correlations!

Yet the worst is how one is looked at, wearing a scarf.  American isn't like that.  Is it the beast, the darkness, Jung talks the shadow self.  In theory to speculate about is fascinating.